[ He would prefer a knife to the heart over the miserable, sickly look Kuroko's giving him. The pain of the former would pass more swiftly. ]
I know I'm - I'm asking a lot right now. Even if I revive him, he wouldn't— [ And all at once, he finds that he just can't deliver that news. He wants to be honest, but the possibility of a braindead Akashi is something he can't put into words. ]
Shit, shit, I don't know... If I can cut out all the root systems and every flower, maybe I can get through to him... But he'll bleed out if I—
[ His thoughts are moving too quickly, half-voiced and half locked in his head as he tries to find another way. He had been so sure there couldn't possibly be, that the lack of pulse and breath meant he had been too late.
Daring to hope for Kuroko's sake is a dangerous thing.
When drops the gun in favor of cutting part of his shirt loose and trying to tie it around his own arm, it's clear that he's grabbing at straws. It's completely unorthodox. ]
Tetsuya. I need your help. Focus on me, okay? Don't look at anything else right now, just me. I need you to try to make tape and a hollow needle. I'll explain in a minute, I need to start working right away.
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I know I'm - I'm asking a lot right now. Even if I revive him, he wouldn't— [ And all at once, he finds that he just can't deliver that news. He wants to be honest, but the possibility of a braindead Akashi is something he can't put into words. ]
Shit, shit, I don't know... If I can cut out all the root systems and every flower, maybe I can get through to him... But he'll bleed out if I—
[ His thoughts are moving too quickly, half-voiced and half locked in his head as he tries to find another way. He had been so sure there couldn't possibly be, that the lack of pulse and breath meant he had been too late.
Daring to hope for Kuroko's sake is a dangerous thing.
When drops the gun in favor of cutting part of his shirt loose and trying to tie it around his own arm, it's clear that he's grabbing at straws. It's completely unorthodox. ]
Tetsuya. I need your help. Focus on me, okay? Don't look at anything else right now, just me. I need you to try to make tape and a hollow needle. I'll explain in a minute, I need to start working right away.